And so it begins...

-Nick

So there I was sitting at my computer, wondering how to break the new blog in.  After several compositions about the nature of blogging and it's complete lack of use, I decided to just write what I was thinking.  It's currently 12:10, so this will probably be pretty short, and probably won't make any sense at all.  To be perfectly honest I am excited to write this blog, not so I can share my inner most thoughts with the world, but for my own growth.  I think too much.  It is in my nature to be ultra-safe.  Even as I type these words I slowly convince myself to not go on.  That the blog has no purpose or meaning.  I only cling on to this one strand of inspiration, that if I dissuade myself, I will miss a rare opportunity.  I am done missing opportunities because of my hesitant nature.  to leap without looking is a strange concept to me.  I have an odd perfectionist nature about me.  Instead of weighing the potential benefits vs. consequences, I give much greater weight to the consequences.  My "gut" feeling is very pessimistic, therefore I usually decide not to take a chance.  coming to the realization that chances are opportunities is an eye opening experience.  taking chances is what must be done in order to be "doers" and not "theorizers".  So that is the purpose of this blog, to do it.